Sometimes I wonder, whether my ”Friends” actually like me, or if i’m there to fill a space. Lately i’ve stopped going to church. Why? not because i’m no longer a Christian, not because I can’t go. I even want to go sometimes, I just know i shouldn’t. If i attended what is supposed to be a worshipping of my religion, I would find myself, entangled with a bunch of fake girls who just like to sit around and talk about people the entire time, then when it comes to the actual service they act like the best things to ever walk the earth. They noticed I stopped going. How did they react?
Lets take picture of us having fun and send them to her. Lets send more.
Lets tell everyone she’s not here so we can judge her together.
Lets talk about how much fun we had without her, in front of her, and see how she likes it.
   That’ll bring her back.
As church goers, everyone would expect differently. The thing is, I can’t look for new friends to hang out with.
They’re all the same.
A few of my pals know i’m suicidal. Sometimes I wonder if  they secretly want me to do it. Just so they’ll have the attention of everyone.
Im so sorry for your loss. Things will get better, I promise. If you need anything, i’m here for you.
What about when I needed a friend. What about when I needed someone to help me make things better.
Some friends.
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If you like going to church then don’t go with those fake girls, go by yourself because going to church is not about friends it’s about you and god or Jesus etc. whatever your religion is and other people shouldn’t interfere