Well, I am 13 years old.. This all started when I was 12, the first time I tried killing myself was when the whole school started calling me a whore.. I’m a virgin, yes I’ve done stuff more than make out, but I mean.. I was dating them.. Anyway, I get bullied everyday. I cut myself every time someone Tells me to kill myself, I delete my Facebook sometimes because of how bad it gets.. Recently I started talking to this kid, ive known him for awhile. I was at his house & his ex girlfriend lied to him & not to mention her mother and step dad got into it & said she stabbed herself in the chest & that they were at the hospital and she was to die. They lied..she was perfectly fine, his best friend said I o.d’d & posted a status on Facebook about it calling me an attention whore &he left me to go back to her.. She has been texting me telling me to kill myself. I can’t do it, I need to end everything very soon.
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I am so incredibly sorry for what you’re going through. It outrages me how extreme bullying has gotten in schools and that either whiny parents bullshitting the 1st amendment for their own purposes or exhausted, maybe uncaring, administrators are turning victims into perpetrators.
I can see the social pressure that’s involved with trying to get help with this issue. How do your parents feel about this? Have you told them? Are they supportive, kind people in general or basic pieces of shit? Have you considered going to the press with the names of these kids who say these awful things to you? It may sound extreme but sometimes going the ‘parent to parent’ route can earn you a big piece of shit flung in your face from other kids. When you go to the media, they will gobble this shit up with an anti-bullying piece and force your school, these kids, and these kids fucking irresponsible, awful parents to take action.
You are too young to feel so sad. That comes off as condescending but I mean it to say that at 13, you should be loving your youth instead of contemplating taking your life. Again, I am just so incredibly sorry this is happening to you. You’re in my prayers and thoughts.