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I did it again

by brokendream
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I cut myself last night, even in an ok mood I cut my self. Im sick of life. I cant wait to graaduate and leave this house. They can talk shit about me but I cant. they judge but they dont see the changes Im triyng to make to be a better person. But insted they keep saying im worthless that im no good enough inanything and Im tierd of that.

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brokendream 9/2/2013 - 12:53 pm

I want to cut more

s-f-m 9/2/2013 - 1:37 pm

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Hi, brokendream.
You’ve made it to Grade 12, even with all the negativity/abuse you’ve experienced. Given what you’ve written about your experiences, one would have to be quite strong to keep going, and get through school.
You’re almost there… A little bit more, and you graduate; and, like you say, you can “leave this house”, and forge ahead… free of a lot of this crap you’ve had to experience.

What subjects in your school curriculum do you enjoy?

Do you like / participate in any sport?

brokendream 9/2/2013 - 1:41 pm

Hi s-f-m

I like desing in school, and im not good in sports

s-f-m 9/2/2013 - 2:04 pm

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Can you explain a little about “desing” ?
Surely there’s some sport you enjoy even just a bit (?)
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brokendream 9/2/2013 - 2:08 pm

Is confection make your oun pants, dress, tshirts, ect.
And nop I dont
im not good at sports

brokendream 9/2/2013 - 2:14 pm

Well I have to go take care
talk to you tomorow
Bye

s-f-m 9/2/2013 - 2:20 pm

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Okay; be good to yourself; you’re doing well.
Talk to you tomorrow.
Take care.

brokendream 9/3/2013 - 8:56 am

Hi again s-f-m
Im back in school i wake up a little happy but a part of me wants to feel a cut and the bleeding
Is a little scared but im use to it.

s-f-m 9/3/2013 - 10:13 am

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Hi, brokendream.
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Can we try something?
For all the people in your family with whom you come into regular contact with (particularly your mom, dad and sister), write out what your relationship with them is like (‘positive’ stuff and ‘negative’ stuff)… how they make you feel.
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I do check this site almost every day (more than once a day, usually); if you want, though, you can also e-mail me [ s-f-m @ hushmail . com {without the spaces} ]
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I’m not well at the moment, and I have to do some stuff, but I will respond as soon as I can (on here or via e-mail).
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Take care.
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brokendream 9/3/2013 - 12:47 pm

You want it to writed down here or in your email?

s-f-m 9/3/2013 - 1:10 pm

Hi,

I will send you an e-mail.
It’s best if you delete your email address. [You can delete the ‘response’ or the entire post if you want.]

Take care.

brokendream 9/3/2013 - 1:36 pm

S-f-m
Ok

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