I was thinking today, if i had the guts, how much of my life would i be able to change? Like give up the study, finding a job, going to live abroad, wouldn’t it be just better for the taste of it? To change the same city i’ve been wandering about the evening for twenty years, and hear foreign languages spreading from unknown streets.. it’s just about courage, really! Nobody gets in the way but yourself with your fears or pointless projects for the future (a shit future anyway, since i’m here).
What would you change in your life if you’d manage to?
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Change. This guy/girl is onto something there. Change a little something everyday, it doesn’t matter what, walk a lil different, talk different, someone new, try a food you didn’t used to like, change something, use more salt, use less, just do something for yourself. Things will never be the same. Feelings will.
I’ll sell my flat this month, and after that I’ll move abroad. I’ll restart my business there. I finally decided this spring to step it, but now I’m not that enthusiastic. But my partner wants to go very much, so what can I do? The idea was mine, our flat is almost sold (the negotiations with the customers are on), so I can’t step back now. I don’t know if it’ll change my life by the way. It gives me a little hope, perhaps changing my environment will give me some positive feelings. When I was 18 I moved to a big city from my little hometown far from my abusive family, and it boosted up my mood for about 3 or 4 years. Now, I’ve been feeling for a while I have to do something, and I’m still unsure (and perhaps coward) in committing suicide. Perhaps I should move to a new place (and maybe change identity) in every 4 years, Idk 🙂 Life is just so boring otherwise.
Bad things and feelings, can always succumb the good feelings and things in life. Let yourself feel good again, don’t succumb to the bad thoughts and feelings. You are a human being, you are a lot FUCKING 😉 stronger. FUCKIN’ A. Suicide fest 2014.
It depends on what you mean….did you mean like from the past or from the present going forth?….If it was the past……I would only change the fact that I was born…..if you mean present day going forth then nothing…..there is nothing I desire but the end…..not money, not a family, not love, not traveling, not new material things …there is nothing that I desire but death from the future but the end
I don’t that this is something I can change, but I’d like my previous healthy body back. Not likely.
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i don’t know, you saw Into the wild? Getting the real fuck out of here, taking a time out of society..
totally right. We should burn our names every 4-5 years and put the tent somewhere else!