Have you ever wish you’d be dead? Have you ever woken up in the morning thinking “oh my god… Why?” And start crying because no matter how much you pray that you’d not wake up, you still fucking do..? have you ever woken up believing that your very mistake is your own existence? It sucks. The feeling of wanting to die so badlY, knowing that the fucking world would be a better place without you in the picturE. I just want to disappear. That’s all I want. I don’t want people judging me for who am I. I don’t want anything to do with them. They wouldn’t understand the pain I’ve been through. No it’s not a cry for attention. I just want them to be dead. I want them to disappear. They made me do it. they pushed me off the edge and they still have the courtesy to ask what Wa wrong. I hate them. I hate myself. I hat myself for hating them. I hate being alive.