Who am I??

I was tired of living in this world . I often look up , the stars in the sky . that I was an alien who came from another galaxy ? ? ? why am I different from others ? I did not have the physical differences , but I distinctly different from others in behavior , thought patterns and ways of speaking . they say I’m weird . yes , I’m weird , not like others who know who their parents . I do not , I never saw them . never touched them , never know who they are . it makes much more sense if I was an alien who is not from earth . do you know ? ? I sometimes stare at a person’s stay and a little concentration I could know exactly whatever their minds . but it’s been a long time , now I do not ever try it again because it was not necessary . I’m pretty close with someone and feelings will flow into me . it hurts if I continue to see the minds of others . I could see if they were lying , I can see that they are two-faced . well ahead but humble and berate behind . long run it drives me crazy . do not have to lie straight before me because I could see the truth ! do not pretend well , I really hate it . sometimes rather die than continue to live in a vacuum . from the outside you would see if I was happy . but no one ever looked into myself . I’M DYING INSIDE . I know what they think . I look good on the outside, but you know if I’m alone in ? all that I want only one . I know what the purpose of life . I’m tired of feeling my way . I’m very lonely . I just want my parents to know . why did they leave ? why I was born like this . sometimes I’d rather not have this capability or better I’m deaf , blind , mute . sometimes it’s better than receiving a lot of painful things like this . I myself also do not want to peek at other people’s minds . because there was no sincerity there . been a few times I saw sincerity . but it’s not for me . I’m a freak . opinion, the way my mind , my choice is always different from the average person . and I’m just a stumbling block for them . no one ever knew about it because they would have laughed . they would laugh at me and insult me ​​if they knew . I do not know if you guys would do the same. but if so, then there is no place for me in this world. is there any one who would understand me?