secrets revealed

i feel like noone knows me. my freinds dont even know me. why am i so alone. i have so many people who want to be there for me but i feel like they are just fading away. becoming less and less. i hardly talk to anyone, even my own mum. i come home from school and she asks me how my day was and i just grunt and walk to my room. i want to tell her everything, how i feel and everything but i know she wont understand. i tried to explain it to my best freind but even she didnt understand. she said she did but i could tell she didnt.