I hate it when people tell me it will get better. Even if it did get better I would die in the end. It doesn’t matter who I am or what kind of person I am. In the end EVERYONE will DIE. Whether they want to or not. I hate how inevitable and mysterious death is. No one really knows what happens after death. I wish the people I love wouldn’t have to get old and die. I don’t wanna be old  either so I’d rather die young. Now is the perfect time before my life gets complicated and full of pain
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It’s not about “we’re going to die anyways” it’s about how you choose to live your life well you are still alive.
I feel like this all of the time. Everyone has been telling me to live for the current moment, but the present is destroyed by the future. Everyone that I fall in love with will leave me, die before me, or I will die as well. It happens all of the time, and I cannot do anything but sit back and watch. Life is like an empire that you fight for, but in the end, it becomes nothing but ruins. Am I supposed to be happy that everyone dies?
Life is an experience. Do not believe that your life will simply be how you feel now. As much as i hate to say it, but things will change. Trust me. There are moments in your life when you will feel like this. And there will be moments when you feel happy – truly happy. The question is: are the good times worth the bad? Or better yet: is it worth it to live through the bad times just to feel good? Think about that…
Most importantly, remember that life is based on your feelings. Whether you feel good, bad, happy or sad, you feel something – you feel alive. And one more thing: do not believe that when you die, you will feel relieved that you aren’t alive anymore. I assume that death feels like being asleep. Can you remember anything when you were asleep? (If you can… that ruins my point). Imagine that – death is a sleep where you cannot wake up and relive, or consider what you felt. Death is the end. Some of us embrace death adn welcome it, while others fear it. And it will come for us all, and some shall seek it out. Our day will come one day… but until that day comes, live like that day will come tomorrow…
[Sorry for the lecture! I hope it made you feel better somehow..]