My family begang to talk shit about me, my friends meake me bleed. I feel all alone and depresed. I haven eat well for 3 weeks everytime I eat something I just wanna trough it up. Â I feel also sick.
aww sorry ur havin a hard time, I know its hard to eat when your depressed sometimes and not hungry, when u eat very little or nothing for a while it can make u sick or throw up when u eat more to. Try eating just two or 3 really small meals through out the day and see if that helps. I really hope so. Sorry your cutting again but I know sometimes it just feels impossible not to. I have never been able to completely stop but the llonger I resisted doing it between cutings or burnings eventually over time I have the urges to do it less often. I know sometimes when you live with people who say mean things to u it can drive a person absolutely insane! cuz ur stuck with em. Maybe you can find some pretty place or some place you like nearby and take a walk there ..I do this sometimes and just try and concentrate on how some things in nature are so beautiful to try and calm down a little maybe something like that could help u to feel temp beter enough not to cut, heh not long ago when I had reached my limit I went into my room and shut the door and just screamed at top of my lungs as long as I could it did seem to help some but its prob not a good idea if ur family are already mean to u anyway. I really hope you feel beter soon
i feel like i can empathize with you. i too have a terrible eating schedule and a history of cutting. though you might legitimately be sick. sometimes you just need a friend or a confidant. luckily this place is full of people eager to listen.
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aww sorry ur havin a hard time, I know its hard to eat when your depressed sometimes and not hungry, when u eat very little or nothing for a while it can make u sick or throw up when u eat more to. Try eating just two or 3 really small meals through out the day and see if that helps. I really hope so. Sorry your cutting again but I know sometimes it just feels impossible not to. I have never been able to completely stop but the llonger I resisted doing it between cutings or burnings eventually over time I have the urges to do it less often. I know sometimes when you live with people who say mean things to u it can drive a person absolutely insane! cuz ur stuck with em. Maybe you can find some pretty place or some place you like nearby and take a walk there ..I do this sometimes and just try and concentrate on how some things in nature are so beautiful to try and calm down a little maybe something like that could help u to feel temp beter enough not to cut, heh not long ago when I had reached my limit I went into my room and shut the door and just screamed at top of my lungs as long as I could it did seem to help some but its prob not a good idea if ur family are already mean to u anyway. I really hope you feel beter soon
i feel like i can empathize with you. i too have a terrible eating schedule and a history of cutting. though you might legitimately be sick. sometimes you just need a friend or a confidant. luckily this place is full of people eager to listen.
@iamsara; I looked in my room or wen I go an shower I begging to cry a lot. I try to eat but sometimes I just wanna trogh it up.
@rain; In here are a lot of people that really wanna help.