just wanna go

Yes the fact that there is no easy exit is devastating. Even if we were able to get ahold of ******** drugs, which is getting harder and harder to do apparently, comes at the risk of being caught by the law, enormous fines maybe or imprisonment. I’ve heard of other people as disabled as I am (who obviously don’t have any easy means of suicide) ended up doing it by starvation or by electrocution. I have heard of people setting themselves on fire willing to burn their flesh off in agony rather than stay here and live. I cant bring myself to set myself on fire although it would be great to have that kind of courage. Fact is we deserve, at least, to be able to stop living if we choose. The only people that want to block that are people who have something to selfishly gain from us living.