over the past month things have gotten worse. i’m still self harming (even more so than before) and now i’m not eating. i’m just so sad all the time and i can’t help it. i need someone here with me, to hold my hand and tell me everything is okay. i feel so desperate for a way out.
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this will sound stupid but get a hobby cook? make a dinner for someone. it won’t make everything better but it will give you something else to think about. I’m like BBQ Ribs myself that’s what I’m making tonight. I’m always thinking like you but you should give yourself a break don’t worry your problems will still be around after you eat.
I’ve noticed a pattern in life; times get hard, it goes from hard to worse, and finally it goes from worse to even worse. You will bottom out multiple times in life and yet miraculous still breathe. It’s amazingly cruel, but at least you are strong and will continue to get stronger. When you’re healing a fracture it hurts and you need aide in the form of pain medication. In this time you must find a temporary relief until you heal.