will i be missed?

who cares who cares? Do you care who cares? I really don’t.

You should care about whatever you feel is worth caring about, completely regardless of what anyone else thinks or cares about, or suggests is “what you should care about.”

If you don’t find something to care about, just for yourself, what do you think will happen? And, is that what you really want to happen? Or do you want something else to happen?

For me, about a dozen people or less, would ever care that i existed, let alone whether i chose to exit. But i don’t care about that, because it doesn’t matter.

What matters is what happens while i’m alive, and how i feel about that. What matters to me, is what *I* care about. If anyone else disagrees with what i care about, then they can go away. I don’t need people trying to force me to fit their molds or standards, only causing more disruption, obstruction and grief.

I would rather be alone and free, than surrounded by the obstacles and complications of others’ company.

I am only alive because i can still access a few of the things i want to do… even if my life is nothing close to fulfilling. There’s still stuff i want to do, and i can still try to do it. But sometimes i sure feel like being done.