Im 14 hes 15, we met through friends, its not a problem then i meet him and i fall in love, we kiss the first time, he has me wraped round his little finger. He tells me he wants sex, i dont no what to do so i trust him and make his wish come true. Im in deep deep love with him now, and then it all goes wrong, he tells me hes cheated on me, creates burns and slits on my wrists, my legs ache and i wake every morning in pain. I say this was you who created this. He tells me hes kissed someone else and he never wants to see me again. I have one friend and no happy family he was my world and now its torn appart, There are scars all over my body most of them are becuase of his words. I tell him i love him and he answers okay, i feel used and cheated, does this boy deserve my body??? He says ive hurt him but all ive done is hurt myself, my friends try and change my mind about using a knife but it never works, hes hurt me insde, and killed what i was, he was the boy who destroyed who i am.
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omg thats terrible i feel so bad for you, is this friend of yours the most best and beautiful friend is she the best ever cuz i think she is and she will stand by you and no this boy does not deserve your body
yes this girls beautiful, and amazing and you mkae me laugh your the only one who ever has im lucky to have you, i love you loads xx
omg i love you too your so beautiful and sexy and your just my best friend that makes laugh wigth my voice
Aha high five……………………………..to the face
so basically – you are a slut and he is a liar. Seems like a good match
*roll eyes
I dont get how you and others hink im a slut, sad life story thats all, i fell in love with a boy and he ripped my heart out, that doesent make me a slut i lost my virginity to the person i love……..Hoe do you work out that im a slut!!
I dont get how you and others think im a slut, sad life story thats all, i fell in love with a boy and he ripped my heart out, that doesent make me a slut i lost my virginity to the person i love……..How do you work out that im a slut!!
Your the only one here wo thinks so………….i hope you have a good time thinking that because you got the totall wrong end of the stick.
^^ Fuck you, Uselessme. Slut shaming isn’t cool.
I commend you for getting more dick than I did at 14 (or in my whole lifetime)
Im glad yo understand, but i wasent like that weve been in this relationship for some time, we never did anything untill i new we was ready, i never met him and then had sex, ive been with him forr a long enough time now..
One guy didn’t make her a slut, just gullible.
Shaming anyone here is not helpful at best and hurtful at worst. It’s easy to be cynical when you’ve experienced many of the sinister nuances of the world and learn that no one should be trusted unless they’ve proven themselves worthy and earned your trust but let not assume everyone has the benefit of our experience and knowledge … or our environment and culture. Let’s try to remember that and give people the benefit of the doubt.
most people are here because they’re running out, or have run out, of answers and are at the end of their rope, so to speak … no reason to kick the chair out from underneath them.
@Suicide-_-lover … you’re not “destroyed” you just have a little wear on the tires … that isn’t a bad thing … ignore this jerk of a guy and never look back, and you now know that most men will say and do anything to bed a woman.
All i could say is thankyou ‘Dawg’ im glad you understand.
wow fuck you uselessme my friend is nothing like a slut she is a very kind hearted person she just lost her v to the guy she fell in love with and that is noting wrong it is just her wanting to make love ffs.
babe dont worry bout this you will be fine babe i will always be here for you xxxxx
I love you two…<3
@suicide-lover……. young teenagers use this word “love” like they really actually know what it is….at 14 you can’t possibly “fall in love” with someone….especially not “deep deep love”…. I’m not trying to be mean to you but I want you to realize what you felt was puppy love and hormones, and just simple attraction….This boy surely didn’t love you which is clearly apparent in his actions towards you. You had sex with this boy because you “loved” him without actually considering if he “loved” you back….if you honestly think you were in love with him just answer me this….what does it mean for you to be in love with someone? and you’re not obligated to answer anything to me but I just want to show you that at that age there are too many things going on with your mind and body to be in love with someone.
When you get another boyfriend refrain from telling him you are in love with him because at that age teenage boys only want 1 thing as you’ve seen for yourself and telling them the “L word” will give the green light….
as with any rule there are rare rare rare rare rare rare rare rare anomalies but from what I see this isn’t one of them
Well for me to be in love, i no what your saying and everytime i had a relationship i would get told you dont fully love him you just like him because you dont even no what ”love” is. But what i posted about him made him look like an evil prick, but hes not that bad at all, weve known each other as i said for as long as i can remember and when we started to go out it was amazing he lived a couple of bus journeys away and saw each other every weeekend, I thought he had been cheating on me because he was hooked onto this girl who self-harmed and destroyed who he was and that scarred him for life. And i came and tried to make it better, as you say we dont know what love is, but if any other relationship gets bette than mine is now i dont think i wanna fall in love, because i feel amazing and wright and loved in this relationship, my family love him, i love him, and no matter how many times people say you dont know what love is your only a child i dont mind because i know were your comming from. I dont know how i feel the need to cut over him if i didnt love him, he told me and ive told him were perfect in each others eyes. We had sex as i said and he’s still here if he wasent then i would understand what he said wasent true, but he is so your opinions help but i still believe what i think…
@suicidelover ….pump the breaks ….lets address something real quick…there is a big difference between loving somebody and being in love with somebody they are not the same thing….now you may love him….but you were not in love with him…I would call it an infatuation ….
Just because you cut over him does not in any way mean love….not at all….self harm and love are two independent issues altogether….
What do you think that’s “perfect” about him?
The fact that he is still with you after sex doesn’t mean much….do this for me….just a little test….the next time he asks for sex tell him no….tell him you don’t feel like it and tell me his reaction….
The fact that he pressured you for sex then cheated on you …that alone tells me he isn’t as “perfect” for you as you think….I’m trying to tell you these things as a 22 year old who used the same tactics and methods….I have no reason to lie to you….
You’re 14 boys will still be there at 17-18 …right now you need to learn the game so that when time comes you will know how to play it otherwise you will keep getting played…
Hes been told no enough times and hes still here, the paragraph i put up was because i was mad and i made him sound a devil as ive said but he isent, but i no youve tryed to help and put a point accross but it hasent helped im happy, i still cut but thats me thats what i do, so thank sgain for trying to be supportive but morealess everything you have said its the opposite of me and how i feel.