I hate my life I’m 14 male

The times u feel when ur heart is shattered and ur soul is dark when ur mind roams trying to find answers on why does this happen to me why is this world so cruel I just don’t understand anymore the time I feel down the times when I wanna be alone are to clear my mind and forget everything to life the. Pain from each word said by people to me The feeling of emptyness inside ur heart hurts everytime I cry it’s a peace of me getting wasted away everytime I’m sad I’m always hurt my heart is always hurt the ways that I get hurt hurt my heart not my mind I follow my heart my mind follows my actions then I start to. Think to myself why Should I keep moving on why does these people do this to me what should I do I can’t turn to god I can’t turn to my family I can’t run away from my fears I can’t run away from my problems but I can always end it but there is always something deep down that stops me from deep inside my broken shattered heart there’s always this feeling. This feeling that I wih I had before my heart was turned into nothing. I want someone I wanna find someone but I can’t it’s be better for me to be a lone I never want anyone to go thru the dark depressing stuff I do my heart came alive but is always killed again by the words of people the words of mankind which can always be cruel yet people don’t understand me only one person does And that’s me myself and I and I can escape knowing that I have no feelings anymore I can’t escape this life that I nearly linger to anymore. What’s the point of living if u always get hurt what’s the point of being happy when ur really sad what’s the point of trying anymore I really don’t get it why does this all happen to me why when I try to help people I always get hurt why do I always try and try and try and nothing ever works out for me all I do is try but no one is happy with what I do no one cares about what I do I feel like no one loves me anymore I feel like I’m all alone in my own world with nothing left but my own broken pieces. Those pieces use to be whole with feelings that was called my heart before it got stabbed burned hurt again and again and again. That’s why I’m sad I’m never happy I can never be happy with everything that happens to me all I ask is to figure out why tho I always ask myself this question but never can answer it I try to be nice I try to be different but no one sees I am I try to be the one for who I love and it never works I try to be the one thing that I am not an actual not hurt person but I am hurt hurt more then people can imagine I don’t tell anyone case no one understands me at all even. I u say u do u really don’t u can act like u care but am I the only one who really does who decides to try when things get rough I try I try but I always get tired and I always try to give up it sucks it really does my life has always been a mess my life is a world of torture that no one can go thru i don’t even know if I can make it thru anymore I just nothing goes right or me and always turns bad in the end always things never seem to be good for me and when thy do I always seem to get hurt I always watch my feeling be crushed my dreams future being shattered the things I say no one know the things I do I like to hide why because no one understands my mind no one gets me I try to make people happy I try to help them but when I do no one helps me no one sees me they always forget it’s hard to have no feelings i stopped caring about myself a long time ago I shake an cry alone in my room I try to run away but it never works everything I do is a problem The times u feel when ur heart is shattered and ur soul is dark when ur mind roams trying to find answers on why does this happen to me why is this world so cruel I just don’t understand anymore the time I feel down the times when I wanna be alone are to clear my mind and forget everything to life the. Pain from each word said by people to me The feeling of emptyness inside ur heart hurts everytime I cry it’s a peace of me getting wasted away everytime I’m sad I’m always hurt my heart is always hurt the ways that I get hurt hurt my heart not my mind I follow my heart my mind follows my actions then I start to. Think to myself why Should I keep moving on why does these people do this to me what should I do I can’t turn to god I can’t turn to my family I can’t run away from my fears I can’t run away from my problems but I can always end it but there is always something deep down that stops me from deep inside my broken shattered heart there’s always this feeling. This feeling that I wih I had before my heart was turned into nothing. I want someone I wanna find someone but I can’t it’s be better for me to be a lone I never want anyone to go thru the dark depressing stuff I do my heart came alive but is always killed again by the words of people the words of mankind which can always be cruel yet people don’t understand me only one person does And that’s me myself and I and I can escape knowing that I have no feelings anymore I can’t escape this life that I nearly linger to anymore. What’s the point of living if u always get hurt what’s the point of being happy when ur really sad what’s the point of trying anymore I really don’t get it why does this all happen to me why when I try to help people I always get hurt why do I always try and try and try and nothing ever works out for me all I do is try but no one is happy with what I do no one cares about what I do I feel like no one loves me anymore I feel like I’m all alone in my own world with nothing left but my own broken pieces. Those pieces use to be whole with feelings that was called my heart before it got stabbed burned hurt again and again and again. That’s why I’m sad I’m never happy I can never be happy with everything that happens to me all I ask is to figure out why tho I always ask myself this question but never can answer it I try to be nice I try to be different but no one sees I am I try to be the one for who I love and it never works I try to be the one thing that I am not an actual not hurt person but I am hurt hurt more then people can imagine I don’t tell anyone case no one understands me at all even. I u say u do u really don’t u can act like u care but am I the only one who really does who decides to try when things get rough I try I try but I always get tired and I always try to give up it sucks it really does my life has always been a mess my life is a world of torture that no one can go thru i don’t even know if I can make it thru anymore I just nothing goes right or me and always turns bad in the end always things never seem to be good for me and when thy do I always seem to get hurt I always watch my feeling be crushed my dreams future being shattered the things I say no one know the things I do I like to hide why because no one understands my mind no one gets me I try to make people happy I try to help them but when I do no one helps me no one sees me they always forget it’s hard to have no feelings i stopped caring about myself a long time ago I shake an cry alone in my room I try to run away but it never works everything I do is a problem to people I can’t make frieds no one gives me a chance no one does. The few people that do I usually get hurt by them but why I don’t understand why is mandkind so cruel. to people I can’t make frieds no one gives me a chance no one does. The few people that do I usually get hurt by them but why I don’t understand why is mandkind so cruel. No one can see the fake mask I wear and the broken am behind it thT I am I one really understand me if only someone wod just realize the one thin that looks aren’t everything the world would b great but that’s no te only thing I wish people would realize what people say do hurt because all they try to do is look cool but u don’t get anywhere do u u just go home without a problem yet the things u said to that kid hurt him just like everyone else if people wold open there eyes and realize wats happenig then the world would be perfect but yet no or does think before the act people. Do anything for a goodimage to be popular to feel accepted but yet the kids who don’t do anything that look happy are actually suffering inside I know they are cause that’s me I’m the one suffering thru Tia nightmare yet it’s not a dream and u can’t was up and it be all gone u have to thru each day. Yet people do run away and end it because the cvn take it anymore they can’t take the feelings of being lonely the feeling of being sad of being a lost soul wondering around with n where to go this world is dark and cold people have made it that wa people. Me I the one that suffers to everything I try I die inside cause the more and more I try the more I get hurt maybe just maybe I should stop caring yet always end up doing yet the story that we all try to make come true turns to nothingness just Like my dreams Iv never been truly happy with myself I negs have I can’t accpept myself and tht way I act I always get leaded on then hurt why I don’t understand why yet my life sucks I’m fAt I’m ugly that’s all people say that’s all I hear when I try to talk to someone yet no one wants to give me a chance to show them looks aren’t everything to show them that I’m different frm everyone else I always think to myself ah does my life suck I don’t understand why can I never be happy why can’t I be happy for once why am I so miserable I’m afraid of not beng able to find someone every time I think I do I’ get clingy and then they start to hate me I don’t understand what’s wrong with me why did all of this Happen to me How come I can’t be happy for once. That’s all I want. Is to be happy but yet. Nothing can make me