About a week ago, I posted a thread that I was going to jump off a building, I tried to, but I somehow missed the point where I could fall into the ground, and instead I hit a lower roof, shattered my legs, and now I’m in a hospital where I could be sent to involuntary treatment even as an adult
Now my parents are going to go back and listen to these goons that talk to you and try to “understand” you while they get a pay raise for giving you some bullshit meds, and still my parents don’t understand none of this is helping me
Now my college suspended me until further notice and blocked me from contacting an important person that tried to convince me not to jump, because they’re scared Im going to hurt her because I had feelings for her
I cant walk possibly forever, Im going to be put in involuntary commitment (Im 18 but they’ll find a way to put me in a Treatment Center), and she probably will never know that I didn’t want to jump because of her, and she’ll end up not talking me because the school told her to and gave her this idea that Im some suicidal guilt-tripping maniac
Worst thing is, only thing I learned from this was that I should’ve just waited to buy a gun to bite a bullet
Someone please help me, No one will answer me and refuse anything I ask for them to do to help me not do this again
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I dont know what to say to this other than it hurts me to see that other people are attempting to end their lives forever. However, if it were me I would care a shit less. Stay strong.
I know this might not be much. But life will go things will get bumpy, but you have to get back up and keep going. It won’t be easy but it’s worth it, you have a spot on this planet as the billions of others do. You are unique and will bring something new to this world. If this girl truly cares about you she will wait for you, and listen to what you have to say instead of the rumors. I know right now you might be cursing yourself (cant even do my own suicide right) I was there, I still am. It’s not that you couldn’t it’s that you shouldn’t. something better is waiting for you, this in life will make you stronger and better prepared for things to come. nothing is easy, but something’s are worth it. keep your head up and smile.
Hey… I’m so sorry, this is just terrible. How are they letting you go on the internet there? Hang in there, behave yourself and maybe they will let you see her. I honestly don’t understand why if u love her with didn’t you listen to her? She’s gonna be devastated. And look, if you’re already an adult aren’t you supposed to get a lawyer?
Hmmm….. How are you using the internet?
They seem to be very lenient on using your phone and iPod, but my parents are paranoid and refuse to give me my phone for that because they think only parental contact helps, they gave me my Ipod but Im secretly using it to talk to everyone and not go insane, she doesn’t have a Social Media profile and I cant remember her number
The college doesnt give a shit about what I say or compromise or do my parents, they think Im some weirdo stalker with an obsession when all I want to do is talk
They would not let us have anything in there. Even the water for the shower was cold. It was a place to stay and food and snacks and some people to talk too and tv and some games but at my age that stuff has long since served its purpose with the exception of the tv.
That sucks that you hurt yourself that bad and even the gun part sounds scary.