There are less than…
24 hours left…
Since the exact moment…
One year ago…
That you shot yourself…
And I…
Lost the love of my life…
And our daughter…
Unborn…
Lost her father…
I’m breaking…
I can’t fake it…
Not any longer…
I can’t take it…
I’m falling apart…
My spirit is shattered…
I don’t sleep at night…
Because I’m haunted…
By ghosts of you…
I loved you…
I still do…
I want you back…
I want to reverse time…
To save you…
To fix everything…
To stop you from doing it…
I have suffered more…
In this past year…
Than in my entire life…
I’m ruined…
I’m broken…
There is no saving me now…
I wear a mask…
To hide my twisted…
Mangled…
Broken…
Heart…
My blood flows…
But my heart…
Doesn’t beat…
It stopped…
The moment you ended…
Everything.
I died with you…
I love you.
I need you.
Come back to me…
Rob…
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I’ll be awake with you every single night if you need me, my friend.
Rest in peace, Rob.
Thank you…you are a true friend.
You’re a true friend too.
God I don’t know what to say. I just woke up and read your post and saw the pictures. I cannot imagine a greater grief at the loss of a loved one. You will always carry him in your heart. Please forgive my lack of knowing what to say. The emotion in your words stuns me, saddens me deeply. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Jswissman, thankyou…it’s okay, I just…needed to write it out…
Let his memory remain until time itself comes to an end. Let his love linger unto infinity. So that you may cherish your child with the memories and love that he will always have for you.
I pray for nothing but the best for you in life, so do take care.
RogueLonesome, thankyou, I will always love him, he will always hold a place in my heart…and I will always miss him and hurt…this has been the hardest year of my life…and I pray I never experience another one like it…
Oh gosh this was the first thing I saw when I woke up! I’m so sorry, I cant even imagine how much grief that must be. My heart goes out to you, always remember he loves you stay strong. Im always here for you.
Thankyou…really…if I can just make it through the next day…I think I’ll be…ok…or what ever is closest to it when your still hurting…
I am so sorry to hear this. I could sit here and tell you a million things to try and make you feel better but there is really only one. Pray. and Pray. until you cant Pray anymore. Praying always helps me because I feel God in the room with me when I do. Go to church when you can. God is the one person who will always be there for you whenever you need him. But in the mean time if you need someone to talk to I’m here and im sure alot of other people other. You will be in my prayers.
Thankyou…I pray all the time and yet I still curse and cry and beg god to tell me why he’s gone because I just don’t understand why…
:'( My heart goes out to you…
Thankyou Persephone. I really appreciate all the words of support everyone has given, it makes a difference, really, even if it’s only small it makes a difference.
This gave me chills, I am so sorry I will be thinking about you, In fact I cant stop thinking about this, rip.
Thankyou. And it’s okay you don’t have to apologize it’s not your fault I know it’s just what people do, I do it too
If u need anything, email me…I’m always here…we all need to get things off our chests so if u need to do that, or jus need to talk to get ur mind off things, email me…I always have my email with me…I either have my tablet or phone…I will be here if u need anything
Thankyou. I will remember that. I always have my phone as well but I don’t recieve notifications from SP
my condolences. im here.
God gives his biggest battles to his strongest soldiers.
Always remember that a piece of him lives on through your beautiful daughter….I know it isn’t the same as having him here but he lives on through her….
Actually, if anyone needs me they can msg me…I don’t mind at all…I want to help if I can…even if its just to talk…I kno I need to talk shit out a lot…haven’t been able to do that here the last couple days, which is torture and is making me so depressed again…and the whole week before I was feeling so good. I thought I was finally over the hill…but I was wrong…here’s my email address if u or anyone else wants to msg me. princess_emmy19@yahoo.com