I just turned 18 a few minutes ago and i hought i would be happy. i thought this was hopefully a new beginning. but as i lay here, only flashbacks come. the nights wishing i were dead. the moments shaking because i wanted to cut. the crying and sorrow.. ive lost so many friends in the last few months. all i have now is internet friends. its kind of ironic that internet friends seem to understand more. but, self harming tonight.
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Happy Birthday. I’m sorry you aren’t feeling happier. 🙁
P.S. I only have internet friends too. You’re not alone.
I only have internet friends too, I think a lot on here do.
Happy birthday? I personally hate birthdays. Let’s hopeyou are happier at your 19th birthday
well internet friends sometimes seem to be the only hope in life. I too have internet and long distant friends with whom I can share my agony.