why do i feel so lost?
thats the question i have asked myself for the past 24 years.
i have a nice apartment and a nice jobb.
i have friends(not many. but a few good ones)
and i have an wonderfull family
shouldnt that be enough?
i feel so incredible lonely.
it kinda feels like im from another planet sometimes.
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I feel the same way. I think I have Schizoid disorder. I don’t feel much, never did experience a whole lot of emotions and I find it very hard to make relationships (though people seem to like me most of the time).
I should be happy, like you I have a decent stable career, a good home, and a family who loves me. And I’m miserable. I’ve attempted suicide several times and probably will keep trying.
It feels like I missed the bus on life. I can’t think of anything that brings me joy.
You have no idea how hard it was for me to type this on a public forum just now. I’ll go back to lurking.