I used to cut, but I recently stopped because I made a promise to my friend. And honestly speaking I don’t even have an urge to cut anymore. It’s much worse. I can’t stop thinking about killing myself. I even tried overdosing on some random pills. But I guess I’m not very lucky. Every night I have this shitty feeling. I’m tired of myself. And worst thing is that I can’t talk to anyone about it, mostly because no one cares.