Every time I post something on here, whether a post or a comment, I feel super annoying and like to one really wants me on here…I’m kind of awkward…so…that’s how I feel on a daily basis. like I’m super annoying and I cant stop…then I push everyone away…
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that’s why sites like these were made. be patient with yourself 🙂
Well, none of us want anyone on here because it means that they’re suicidal, and we don’t want people to have to go through what we have. But no, no one will get annoyed with your postings! This site was made for us to vent and help each other, not judge!
Well, I feel like that too. All the time. Very awkward.
Don’t worry about it.
Can i vent on here? I have a comment ready but it’s more of a vent.
(I take silence as a yes)
Here it is:
I can definitely relate.
I am awkward too. I push people away because i feel like they think less of me every time i open my mouth. I hate myself because of it. It’s like, it sounds perfectly fine and normal in my head or in these comment boxes. But when i say it out loud or click [Submit Comment] i realise how dumb it sounds, and how much of and annoying idiot i am, and regret it.
So i push everyone away from me.
But not because i don’t like them being around me.
More because i don’t like ME being around them.
Yet, but, and hmmm…
I’m on this site because the pain of being alone with my struggles, is too damn high to just sit in a corner watching everyone else expressing themselves to one another.
I NEED HELP PLEASE. I CAN’T TAKE THIS MUCH LONGER. I’M PLANNING TO KILL MYSELF. DOES ANYBODY CARE?
FML
What to do about it…
*Reads heloimdepress’s comment*
=/ i guess that’s it.
Practice.
Thanks guys, I was…really depressed yesterday…I cried like, 4 or 5 different times and crashed :/
IHateMyMask,
…Good to know I’m not alone at least…(sorry I couldn’t answer sooner, I was crying and had to put my laptop away because my mom told me to). But that’s exactly how I feel. I’ll constantly ask people if I’m annoying. I feel like they’re either annoyed by the question, or they’re lying when they say no. And I don’t want you to kill yourself…I care….I probably care too much about people for my own good…I’ve heard that only angels harm themselves because they don’t like life on earth. This world is destroying them so they try to return to heaven again…They are too sensitive to the pain of others and their own that they can’t always handle it…Stay strong my friend :/