Why do i feel this way… I just wanna sleep it all away. forget my life and just stay in total darkness. I feel nothing when i wake up just upset that I’m awake and still breathing…
I ask the universe each night to let me die in my sleep but alas I woke up again tody in full panic mode and had to cry in anguish at another day starting. Soon, very soon now.
seeing the light as my eyes open is what makes me in bad mood. and as you said you ask to die in your sleep i want that to happen also but it wont come :/….sadly
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I understand. I wish I knew why. Perhaps some of us simply do not find worth in the usual human pursuits. And others can’t fathom why.
I ask the universe each night to let me die in my sleep but alas I woke up again tody in full panic mode and had to cry in anguish at another day starting. Soon, very soon now.
seeing the light as my eyes open is what makes me in bad mood. and as you said you ask to die in your sleep i want that to happen also but it wont come :/….sadly