WHY AM I SO FUCKING MAD! I’d much rather punch a whole in a fucking wall but I hope posting this will be a less destructive way to let it out. Maybe some of you have heard of the tornado in Illinois that devastated washington and the surrounding area, and even though I’m 900 miles away, it still makes me so goddamn pissed off. I have family and friends back home that are homeless now, and I can do nothing to help. At the same time, my grandpa goes back into the hospital, and I have no idea if he’ll be okay. Powerless over that too. WHY DOES BEING SO POWERLESS PISS ME OFF RIGHT NOW? I went from being crazy sad for way too long, to feeling nothing for the past couple weeks, now I’m almost the angriest I’ve been in my whole life. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK Â FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why does life keep throwing these things in my face when I can barely handle being alive? FUCK
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I wish I had answers…. I don’t. I just feel bad you are in this position.
don’t be angry.
It’s not as simple as not being angry, unfortunately. Maybe a sane person can control their emotions (or lackthereof), but I sure can’t. Only punched one hole in a wall today. Didn’t hit a stud and break my hand. yay. I guess that’s something.