Three words that best describe me: Old (58) fat (220) ugly. Four years after suffering disabling heart disease, I just feel like it’s time to move on. This world has absolutely NOTHING in it for me. So alone, so lonely. I have enough heart meds to take an elephant down. To sleep and not wake up knowing I am old, fat and ugly….surely that would be best.
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I wish I had the proper medication to finish myself off. I’d do it right now. Been trying to get my hands on some Secanol, but no luck.
Just be thankful that you have enough meds at your disposal, and you don’t have to resort to a more gruesome method.
You’re in the Bay Area? Ever thought about jumping off the Golden Gate?
Last time I visited a jewelry supply, he had cyanide on the shelf.
They sell it for purifying gold.
I was thinking of checking around again, don’t believe he is still i n business as he was losing interest in life himself (he was an old guy).
That was in the Riviera Beach area of Florida.
I am ugly too. Would have been such a cute lil thing, if my genes hadn’t got mixed up. But I am hideous now. I even call my own self a monster because when I look in the mirror I am not seeing a human being staring back. Theres nothing there that looks human. Snake, maybe. Life is so humiliating for the ugly. The worst insult is the people who treat me so badly, are beautiful, and think that they deserve their beuty and I deserve to be ugly. People say the ugly duck becomes the swan. Well, I went from ugly duckling to ugly duck. NO swan.
i feel for ya. i wish i had meds to take me out. my method is gruesome. i think i need to hang out here more for better ideas. even if it takes me a few years. my dream death is just going to sleep, via meds. rach, i had to lol at your comment. same here. i used to think i was ok looking u til the internet taught me just how ugly i am, thanks fakebook. i now realize what a witch i look like. bayareaguy, would heart meds kill a healthy person?
I no longer live in California but could get to the bridge in about 14 hours if I drove straight through. With my luck, I’d survive the jump and end up worse off than I am now. Just drifting off to sleep and not waking up…..I think that’s the best way for me to end this. I just need to update my will. No note, just let people think my heart finally failed. It would be the truth.