I was last here for almost 18 months ago. I cannot remember the username I had then, something to do with light.
I have tried 7 times to kill myself, at least5 have been serious and I have survived.
I am 36 or 37, I actually do not know how old I am. Anorexia, severe depression, alcoholism, self harm, cutting and a search for death.
I want to die, please, somebody tell me why I should not?
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You shouldn’t. After coming here shows you still want to live, even if it’s only a little part of you. Live on, I say, after all, how much worse could it get?
Thanks for your reply.
I am homeless, have not seen my 2 children in 18 months and I have reached the absolute bottom. There is nothing worse that can happen to me, but why carry on?
Because you have children.
And if it can’t get any worse, it can only be better.
I may not be the best person to ask why someone who lives a miserable existence and is tortured by life why they shouldn’t die.
I think everyone should be given the option to a clean and peaceful euthanasia if they so choose.
I’m just pissed that although such technology is readily available, so many people have to resort to horrific methods in an attempt to end their own lives.
Life’s already been hard enough to those who have been driven to a suicidal state… why not at least let everyone have the option of an easy and peaceful death?
Evidently you are meant to still be here.
I know after 7 times, I wouldnt have survived.
God must want you around. (Im sure for a good reason).
@Pennmy:….it can always “get worse” I don’t think there is a such thing as “can’t get worse” yes it could….no matter what your situation is it can ALWAYS get worse….worse doesn’t have a stopping point….
OP: we can’t give you reasons to live you must come up with those on your own….we don’t walk in your shoes to be able to give you specific reasons to live…I could feed you bullshit cliches but I’d rather not.
@WIG: I like you man so don’t take this the wrong way…but leave god out of this….there was no “divine intervention” in her suicide attempt….it was just a poorly executed attempt….the ONLY way I would believe it was supernatural is if she had a shotgun and blew her head to bits several times….and still came out unscathed…but I’m not going to chalk up a few failed attempts to “god did it”….
Hi Andynay,
I have also had severe depression, anorexia, self-harm, and cutting. I’m 13 years old and have also had binge eating disorder, bulimia, physical and emotional abuse, OCD, and I have been suicidal for the last year. I’ve been admitted to 4 different hospitals in the last year. I don’t see any point in life either but either I will kill myself or keep hanging on. I don’t know. I care about you, even though I don’t know you. If this makes any difference, know that when you think no one loves you, I do. Somewhere on this hellbound earth, a young girl is thinking of you. Stay strong.