He doesn’t get it. When I text him at 1 in the morning it’s fucking important. I know i shouldn’t be hanging on to him like that. He’s not my life line. My best friend is out of town and she’s always the one I would turn to, but in my relationship I should be aloud to turn to him right. Six seconds later on his answer text… Lets just say I’m still here though. I love him… I think. He shouldn’t have to put up with this. I want him to get it though. He thinks that I can just talk to a councellor and everything will be okay but no. Maybe anti-depressants. NO. Why can’t he just understand that’s not how my mind is going to work. I’m doing everything the doctors have told me to do. I know I’m going to get better but six seconds later and there wouldn’t have been a me to get better. This was last year all this happened. It hasn’t changed much. Damn that boyfriend. I still think I love him though.
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i’m sorry you’re feeling this way.
it’s always hard to depend on someone… some people seem quite nice and concerned, but that doesn’t usually last long…
please send me an email. I don’t think you need anti-depressants or to go see a therapist or whatever… but I can help you out if you’ll let me try.
howfrail at gmail dot com
doctors (a good one) wont put you on an antidepressant for “situational” depression (what I have).
However, if lasting long enough, it can and will require antidepressants.