Living alone sucks. . . I don’t just mean in a place by myself, I mean literally the essence of living and being alone. I thought maybe I didn’t try to associate with people. But when I do I get blown off. Make plans, “yeah we can hang” still sitting here alone
Why do I wait? No one is waiting for me. . . For some reason these days I’m dropping back to the grey nothingness. . . This is when I’m most suicidal. I’m counting the days, how long can I last by myself. Not like there would be a lot of people who care.
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I am the same as you
sometimes it feels that way, but there are people who care, you just might not know them yet :> <3
that is not bad question, its just like asking how long can I live with out water, how long can I truly live without love, without the human comfort, I think the answer is some have done it longer than others and some have made it out