I’m 14 years old.. i know that’s really young. But I’ve been hospitalized 5 times this whole year. I’ve attempted suicide 10 times. everything is so hard. I try so hard to be happy.. that’s all I want! is too be happy.. I have no friends in high school. my dad hates me.. i know he does because he told me. he said I was a mistake.. that I cause too much problems for him. i never meant to cause problems for my parents. my mom suffers because of me. it’s so hard to go on anymore. I’ve self-harmed since the 4th grade. “Sarahi, kill yourself please. Nobody likes you. You’re a worthless piece of shit. You emo freak. Go die in a hole. Ew you’re so fat and disgusting. Attention seeker. You’re so ugly, nobody will ever like you.” This and so much more has been said to me all my life, especially by family. I just need someone to talk to please.. that’s all i ask for.. is someone to talk to.
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Ok – I am listening. Talk
I dont know what to do.. It’s been on mind for awhile.. I try to push them away but I can’t. I just don’t want to go on anymore. I really don’t want to be hospitalized again.. I mean, it was a nice place because you met people who have similar issues, you feel safe and accepted by everyone. In school i’m pushed around.. I’m made fun because of my scars.. I do everything i can to cover them but people just do it. i dont know what to do.. I just need help..
Sweetheart, I am glad you asked for help. The counselor at school would be a good place to start.
i’ve been talking to him since August.
I think you should know that there are a lot of people like you (myself for example). I have attempted many times, when I was young I felt less courageous than you. You are asking for someone to listen to you that you need to talk. This is what suicide project is for. Talk and talk and we will listen and listen. Maybe when I need to talk, you could listen to me too?
I would love to listen to you! I like helping people.
I like your name. I have realized recently that maybe alot of my problems are actually the people around me. But i will never be able to live alone so i am just stuck. Really STUCK. I hate these people are saying things to you like that i don’ t know if they realize how much life long damage it can cause a person or not or if they just don’t care..
wish i knew what to say to help but the truth is i don’t if i did i wouldn’t be so miserable myself so much.
Hi honey. Sometimes people can be cruel, unfortunately even our own family. You have one thing going for you…and that is your age. And even though you may think things won’t get better, they will if as hard as it may be…you focus on you and what makes you happy. And to really tune them out. You already have something positive going for you. And that is that you said you like helping people and listening to them. One day you could become a counselor. Or even a peer counselor in school.now. Let me know if you would like to talk.