Been suffering from depression since I was 6 years old, 33 now. Enough is enough. Can’t take it anymore. I can see life being worth while if you have shit loads of money (freedom) and good looks, but my birth lottery results dictated that will never be.
Seen more shrinks and therapist than I care to remember. Certain that I have reduced cognitive ability after all the drugs and ECT. Just want to turn the switch off and get the hell of this festering rock. I was never asked if I wanted to be here. Life is not precious, as there are billions of us warts. One less is not going to make a difference.
I have spent many an hour sitting on the edge of a cliff with a noose around my neck. I know death will be certain as the drop will be over 5m , but I keep chickening out. Some might say that is sign of hope, maybe, but life is still hellish.
Given the above, my plan involves inert gases.  Either helium or ********, with the most likely choice being ******** as balloon gas in Australia contains O2.  The thought of just going to sleep makes the hole process much more achievable.
Does anyone have details on the size of the cylinder that is required?
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Discussion of methods is verboten on this site.
There is another well known discussion site that shows everything from the initial police photos through to a detailed autospy report.
It’s very grim.
Acheron, can you give a link to the site?
Do a search on reddit.
What are the search criteria?