I can’t stand the fact that I stutter anymore.
I feel so done and drained. Some people say it doesn’t bother them that I stutter, well it bothers me. When it literally takes me five minutes to finish off one sentence how can it not bother me? How I am supposed to gain confidence or talk to a girl?
It’s also a huge reason why I developed SA and depression.
Can’t be bothered to try anymore and fail……….
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I have a fairly mild stutter and that sometimes bothers me. The part I find absolutely horrible about it is when people look at you while you’re doing it. I wish the ground would just swallow me up at those moments. It’s not the only thing that bothers me; I hate my voice too (it sounds horrible). I don’t have a choice but to keep going through life even though I wish I was dead for most of it.
Know this is easy to say for someone who does not stutter, but we all have things that come easy, and others that don’t.
Am sure both of you have so many great things about you, and if people get to experience them, it will make the stuttering matter less.
At the end of the day we’re all human, and what matters most to people is that you can be there by their side as they go through life.
The rest is just a bonus. And you probably have all sorts of things you do well.
Thanks for providing a well-worded insight into it though.
There was a documentary in the UK “Educating Yorkshire” about a school.
One episode was about a chap with a stammer, and his journey to overcome it…
At the time it moved the nation, any guys who watched it were given permission to cry 🙂
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cWeKiZS-dxM
We could do with some more people like you in the world. 🙂