Cut…

you should find comfort in the fact that your boyfriend would be upset if he found out you were still cutting. when i was cutting in high school only my best friend knew and she was quite upset. though it didnt much stop me from doing it (i was not suicidal at the time, i only did it for the feeling of release) it felt good to know she was concerned. you can get over it though, i havent cut for about eight years.

i have to tell you from a practical standpoint it sucks to have to still wear long sleeves in the summer to work. depends on your work i guess, but the scars definitely get in the way for me. i know what its like to almost need the release, the feel the blood flowing out of you and get that moment of serenity… i turned to artwork and writing after i stopped cutting. i did eventually turn to marijuana as well. admittedly this helped me relieve the tension without bloodshed. if you genuinely hear voices then that sounds like schizophrenia, and perhaps certain medications would help. in terms of natural remedies for stress, valerian and st johns wort are said to help.