i use to have friends and talk to people and no one knew that i use to cut, and then i stopped cutting and stopped talking to everyone and its been over a year now and i need someone to talk to because i keep wanting to cut again and i keep telling myself not to but i just need someone to talk to.
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Hullo somezebras,
Might I ask how you thought of sutch a groovy name?
hahaha thanks but its a long story
i totally get how you feel. 5 years ago i had a whole lot of friends and none of them knew i that i was cutting myself. when i finally stopped cutting myself, i pushed all my friends away. Now im alone, and just last week i cut myself for the first time in two years. I feel like shit.
In all honesty, it felt sooo good at first. My depression has been building up for so long, and that day was my breaking point. That feeling you get after cutting- it was so nice, so blissful. I felt happier for the first time in ages. But now … now i feel even worse than before. I did it again! Why did i do it again? And all that progress, my record of two years without cutting .. and now its like that thought of suicide wont leave me alone. I hate myself even more.
Please dont cut. I know that if you really want to, you will, but try not to. If you overcome this, you will be stronger and able to overcome more of those urges in the future. But for me, now its like that urge wont leave me alone. I feel like i need to keep cutting and cutting and cutting, just for a few minutes or a hour of bliss. Its not worth it. Fuck i hate this. I dont want you to feel this way, or anyone. If you need someone to talk to, im here, just try not to cut. Its not worth it.
i know what you mean. i stopped cutting for awhile and then i did again and i had that same feeling, but that was a year ago, and now its just been building up and i want to cut but i know if i do i won’t stop
Not trying to sound negative but I think cutting gets a bad wrap. I like tattoos and scars, when done in a creative way.
You started your comment with “not trying to sound negative, but…”
That’s a great way to sound negative. lol.
I think the difference between cutting and “body art,” is in the intent.
One is cool, the other tragic and disturbing.
Why not pushups? Pushups hurt like a ***** if you do enough of them. And if you do a lot of them, you’ll have strong arms, which has all kinds of benefits. Plus, it takes lots of energy to do them, makes you sweat out toxins, gives you cardio exercise, gives a swift kick to your metabolism, and prompts you to take a shower.
Lol sup clevername,
Hey I’ve been meaning to apologize for that row we got into, don’t know about you but I never like to stay angry. So sorry, we each have Diffrent opinions, but this isn’t the place to bicker about them, just my opinion.
And yeah, I just like to state my intentions, you can’t imagine how many times speaking my mind has went astray. But it’s jus the way I talk, like I’ve noticed you like to be real careful and for lack of a better word “worded”
Exercise is great, I’m not a big guy but deffently athletic. I just grew up idolizing Brian Warner (marily Manson) and some of my fondest memories are seeing him live back in his prime doing what he believed in, public body modification
Excercise is a punishable body action, especially when out of shape, but it pumps blood to the brain and helps a great deal with depression, so suggesting push ups is quite productive, also moving your body in any form ie: dancing or step aerobics or walking very fast will have same affect. If you want a healthy punishment without scars or shame its a very good alternative.