Good things happen to good people.

I am broke, my parents are broke. I stutter quite badly, thus no one wants to give me a job. I have social anxiety which makes me extremely awkward at times (another reason why I can’t get a job). Since I graduated I only have one real life friend. All the friends I had in college live miles away. I am ugly – almost impossible to get a girlfriend when you’re ugly and you stutter……..

I’m trying to fix things but what’s the point anyway? To work somewhere for most your life and buy things and watch movies/tv shows. Perhaps go somewhere nice for two weeks a year. At least if you are good looking you can sleep with some beautiful people. If you can actually talk, you can show people who you are, be charismatic.

I can’t even say FUCK YOU to the world and be myself. My anxiety kicks in and I start to tremble, sweat, blush and stutter. lmao