Do you really hate being alone? I’ve always wanted to be alone. I’ve always wanted to blend in with the wallpaper – you know attract no attention. I hate people looking at me. I hate people trying to “draw me out”. I hated being picked on when I was a child. And every time I risked reaching out to another person I ended pummeled and bloodied and beaten down. But now that I am older and have lost at least one person I dared to trust, being alone hurts. I hurts like nothing I ever experienced and I am sorry it hurts you.
I do know that if you decide you are not going to be alone anymore and start believing you deserve to have what you need, you will attract people into your life. But you have to truly believe that you deserve to have your needs met. And if you do it will happen. I don’t know much but that much I know.
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Do you really hate being alone? I’ve always wanted to be alone. I’ve always wanted to blend in with the wallpaper – you know attract no attention. I hate people looking at me. I hate people trying to “draw me out”. I hated being picked on when I was a child. And every time I risked reaching out to another person I ended pummeled and bloodied and beaten down. But now that I am older and have lost at least one person I dared to trust, being alone hurts. I hurts like nothing I ever experienced and I am sorry it hurts you.
I do know that if you decide you are not going to be alone anymore and start believing you deserve to have what you need, you will attract people into your life. But you have to truly believe that you deserve to have your needs met. And if you do it will happen. I don’t know much but that much I know.
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