I am 12
I feel like I want to do sucide because of how kids say I'm annoying and that I'm a idiot,I have even inflected pain on my self making my hands bleed or cutting stuff,I luv this girl at school but I can't just tell her that and her freainds hate my guts I have been near her since 3rd grade she blushes around me but what ever I do at school just makes me feel sadder,there's no other way to stop this pain but death let's see how those kids hear that they made me do sucide......that's what I think of sometime's it's getting worse by every day,and my grandfather is gonna die from lung and bone cancer and I'm only 12, I
Over adored him
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The only one who can “make” you do suicide is yourself. The ones who love you will be angry at you, including your beloved grandfather. The rest will just move on. Since they feel no guilt for shunning you now, why would they feel any later?
It is clear that you don’t like your life, but is that the same as wanting death? If you are dead you will never get the girl you luv nor any other girl.
Would you be surprised to know that the average American has six serious (6) romantic partners in their life? Even an un-average American has a couple.
You might want to hang in there until after your body changes from a boy to a man to see how romance works out for you. Even Albert Einstein had a wife who loved him, and he was as odd as anyone has ever been.
i’m going to be quite honest in saying this, i’m sorry about your grandfather and i understand that it must be tough, however, you’re an idiot if you want to commit suicide to make other people feel bad, you’re 12 as you stated several times, you’ve barely if at all started puberty, your emotions and thoughts on life change as time goes by, you will like other girls you will feel bad alot, it’s the same with everyone but don’t kill yourself for the sake of making other people feel bad, your thoughts increase daily,tell your parents, go see a councilor, they do help and aren’t bad at all, if you’re really depressed, ask to be put on medication for depression, there are so many better options than killing yourself
@ellie greenwood
don’t say that people will be angry at him including his grandfather, chances are they would be more sad than angry, statistics on love mean nothing, fact is that everyone is different, also you shouldn’t bring body changes into this considering the fact that it’s rather shallow to base romance off physical appearance, and assisted suicide is legal in some countries so technically speaking other people can make him commit suicide, and you can’t say he won’t get any girl after death, no one other than dead people know what happens after you die
Sometimes people react inappropriately to others methods of coping because they are scared inside.
I want you to know I am sorry about your grandpa. He is important to you no doubt.
My sister passed from cancer this summer. I understand some of the fears and sadness you have.
I want you to know I like your style of writing and honesty. You clearly have a sharp sense of right and wrong. As an adult I want you to know you also have the right to not take your life no matter how the urge to do so.
Please stay.
Sorry to hear about it, Kiddo. Maybe a better approach would be to talk with the school counselor or some other adult you trust. Hurting yourself is not necessary and not called for; especially at Christmas time. God bless you.
G.W.
Im sorry to hear about your grandpa. Its not easy to see a loved one suffer.
I agree with the other comments here, dont kill yourself. You are too young to even think of it in any circumstance. You have a life ahead of you. But, do talk to an adult you trust/like. Lots of people out there care. Dont worry about girls. I didnt even date until I was 25 lol
My fellow young man. The world is yours to live.
Do not be troubled by issues at school. Do not be troubled by what people say or think about you. Believe in yourself.
Jay
I do exactly have reasons I am a very smart young boy I know about the Vietnam war all the guns civil war through machine guns, I can even tell how they work that’s how smart I am,and I don’t want to lose my grandfather yet.but I can’t change that
I have hurt myself before, it was attempted sucide but luckily my mom was in the house.inside all my feelings were building up and that’s why I attempted
This has helped a lot,though the kids never stopped I hurt a boy a bit older then me by breaking his nose when he pushed me to the ground,and I regret that the kids. Never stop saying I’m annoying I have talked to the school, and they tried to help me but it never worked
I have a huge scar down my arm
No other kid comes to this site
Never ever has a kid thought about coming
kid youve got your whole life ahead of you dont end it before you live it
Finally, someone my age, stay on here, please
Yeah, I am 12, I am here. And uh, that girl you like, make sure she started puberty before you ask her out, you will have better chances.
I am dating Jayda, she is awesome. Nuff said
Well, there is more to say, read my post.
And yeah I’m suicidal I tried to hang myself in 5th grade.
Oh, lol, and uh, next time you join a suicide forum. Don’t say your age, you are treated differently
ps: I have type 3 depression, I am bipolar, and suicidal…
pretty fucked up, lol sorry i keep commenting, i am just happy there is someone my age here. (no offense 40 year olds)
oh, im in 6th grade btw..