Goodbye, World

Today’s one of the days that I just feel like letting go. I want to just let go of this world and disappear. No one will miss me. I’m alone even in my own house. I hid these feelings from everyone because I thought I can control it. It sometimes comes out in my stories that I write or poems. I pretend that I’m okay, but I wish I could express these feelings. People look up to me to cheer them up when they’re sad. No one is there for me. I just want to disappear. Once I do, no one will miss me, no one will think about me. It’s better to disappear in this world. If I disappear, I bet a lot of people would be grateful. They wouldn’t have to put up with me. I’m not academically strong, but I do put myself before everyone else. It seems no one cares. All they think about in this world is if you are getting good grades or if you are academically successful. I’m alienated even in my own house. I long for a place that I only went to college for, but now even that college is no longer for me. I just want to vanish and then no one will have to care anymore. Goodbye, World! You’ll become a better place without me.