I feel like I’m just wasting away and honestly there’s nothing in this world that’s keeping me here.
I’ve already told my-self that if my life actually goes wrong some how, I won’t hesitate to escape as quickly as possible (hopefully find a non-painful way). I’m turning 15 tomorrow, but when ever I think of my future it just feels like I don’t have any control over it. Even now, I do ok in school and my life is pretty average with good family and friends. But they don’t really know the real me, maybe I’m just lonely and want attention? But when I actually have someone to talk to, it still doesn’t make much of a difference. I just want to leave everything, there’s no point for me to be here. I already see no point in anything…
Please tell me if you have any ideas that are simple and non-painful? (just so that I can keep it in mind if I do want to attempt)
thanks.
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My god, you sound just like me last year. First of all, I know the exact feeling of people not knowing the real you. All to often I see this everyday in my life. secondly, I cant really give a suggestion unless I know you personally. Like to you have a high tolerance of pain? Or do you want it to be slow but less pain?
I’m just looking for painless. Any non-painful would be ok, I’m too much of a coward to do something that hurts too much…
Okay, id hate to say it but not everything is painless, unless you have a gun
The simpler ideas are not painless… and the painless ideas are not simple, funny to say it like that, but out of all the methods i can think off, that is the rule, lol
we are all wasting away……..
@thesuicidalfreak long but less pain? please let me know of this method
Hey man, I’m 21, I feel the exact same way.
I see everyone else starting their life and I can’t help but wonder, when am I gonna get my start?
I am a late bloomer, I didn’t get a license until April, I lost my virginity at 20, and only recently I’ve had my first relationship, only to have it end a week later. From 2012 up until today though, I am realizing how much I’ve accomplished.
I don’t know what the future holds for me either.
But if we set realistic goals for ourselves everyday,
We can get there