well, thats a very good question. but if i knew the answer, if i can give any answer to anything at this piont in my life, i wouldnt hav been here in the first place. i’m a 29 yrs old guy who lives in the third world. who has been blessed with the good things in life by my country’s standard but didnt know how to keep them. but my breaking point was almost a year ago when the love of my life left me. that was my first experiance of suicidal ideation. i even made plans and i was so convinced that i told her and tried to say goodbye but i didnt go through it and i’m left with the biggest shameful act of mylife. i’m missrable, i’m desperate, its like i’m stuck in between. and there is no way out for me.
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Dear Solomon,
I reside in a third World country. My permanent lining place is not in a third World country. What I have notice is happiness is not dependent of circumstances but on attitude. I have friends from many countries and we all face challenges. It may be heartbreaking to lose a lady that you love, this shows you have a great heart and it is capable of mending. That these experiences and use them to better the world around you.
solomon tekle
i live in a 3rd world country too,but i have more serious issue than yours(i think,and i am right).here is my idea for you.friends come,friends go,girls come,girls go.whenever you make some connection with anyone(especially strangers aka friends or girls),you have to know that it is never promised to end forever and ever.most guys break 3 or more times to get the “one”. So i advice you to move on.i am sure their are more experienced people’s on this forum that will tell you “the real deal” than me.hung in their, but it really will be glad to know where your country is.the name “solomon” is familiar to me.
Well said! make the most of moment. Do your best, and rest well at the end of the day knowing that things may not of gone the way you wished but you did your best. Everyday your best is not the same. That is fine. life is not suppose to be too easy nor too hard.