honestly all i want to do is feel better. Nothing and no one makes me feel good anymore. I dont want to feel anything. I wish i could be a robot so i could just be numb. I hate feeling like a failure and im going no where in life. All i do is stress people out and make everyone else unhappy. Im a mosquito that just bothers everyone. And i dont want to be a bother anymore, i just want everything to be over.
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It’s hell I know now. I’m so hypersensitive and have been my whole life from anxiety/depression.Years ago I was a so shutdown , like a robot zombie or something and i wish everyday that I could get back to that place but I don’t know how.Ahh it was so peacefull.
Sometimes I feel exactly like a robot, not feelings or emotions at all. I fear failure more than I fear death. Failure is something that happens almost daily for everyone, I think. But for people like us, it effects us, causing much pain deep within us. I understand your struggle.
There was a time when I was hopeless and felt life wasn’t worth the blood running through my veins. But I knew there was something, in my gut, worth living. I started asking lots of questions, of why? Why was I abused, why were there so many mean people in the world, why am I here? Do I count? In the asking, I found God. I found Jesus. I found I have purpose even though my past is not so great. I found hope, even though there was nothing to hope for. I found joy…. Really. Joy! Happiness! Because I know now – who I am. I am a child of God, a God who loves me unconditionally, no matter what. who gave His only son to die for me, to save me and bring me back into a relationship with God. My life will never be the same. Google John 3:16-17.
My story: https://thejourneyoftina.see.me/
Yes. I’m actually not scared of the thought of death. When your dead you dont hurt anymore atleast thats what i hope
“I wish I could be a robot so I could just be numb.”
Someone called me a robot once. Reading your post made me remember exactly what that person said. He envied me for it. But I’m not a robot; I simply… damn, I can’t even say it.
Right, and I just posted every bullshit-word he said. My brain never receives enough nutrients for me to “discuss” anything… Peace out rissa14.