I’m a freshmen in high school. That is true RogueLonesome, but she did not make up the rumors. Her boyfriend did, at a different school that reached my high school, and he had gave out my number to many people so they could call and text. I have other bullying issues not just from that situation though…
Ahh, I see. And obviously she was inclined to believe this guy over you? What other situations have you been through that have caused you to self harm? If you don’t mind me asking.
I don’t mind at all… People judging me for my looks of course, music that I listen to, my whole “scene” look or whatever that I tend to put off. People also found out about my mom being on drugs and getting kicked out of her house having no place to live for awhile and judged me for that as well. The fact I cannot legally be alone with my mom because of the fact that she is under the influence of strong drugs such as, meth, crack/coke, and whatever else I haven’t found in her stashes of everything. And of my choice for liking both genders, I come off ratchet to others because of this.
….. Your pain angers me. Everyone’s pain angers me. I hate when other people feel my pain. I’m a little older now. I’m pass High School. When I was in High School I could hardly defend myself. Defend myself against my own demons.
I would love to go to your High School and take care of your problem. I’d take them all on and I think a lot of other people here would agree with that as well. Maybe we can’t take care of our own issues but… it’s easier when it’s others.
I always try to tell other people that no matter what anyone says to you thats derogatory and ignorant, you just remember that you are human like everyone else and your age, hobby, sexual preference, interests, and anything else doesn’t change that you are EQUAL to everyone else in your school. No one is above you. NOBODY.
For the sake of being politically correct, let’s just say that these other people are afraid of anything “different” to what they are used to seeing. Society has screwed up definition of “normal” so to hell with what anyone else thinks! Like I said on your picture, you are very pretty. I can tell by the way you write that you are also beautiful on the inside.
I know what it’s like to have a drug problem within the family, I mean almost my whole family are addicted to one thing or the other, yet I refuse to follow suit. I’m sorry you have to go through this all and not have someone there for you? Your sexual preferences should be no ones business but your own.
people who judge piss me off! like where so they get the rights to judge others especially when it comes to something we can’t control, such as your mom’s drug problem. i know how that tells to my mom burnt down her house a few years back cause she was making meth with her boyfriend. unfortunately i can’t relate to the bullying situation, I’ve always been hard headed and refuse to let others get to me. i have been bullied but over the years i have met people who ive come to care for and they have come to care for me and i make it my priority to worry about them then little judgmental nobody’s. if i was able to tho i would totally kick someone’s butt over you. you seem like a very kind caring and smart individual, and not to mention incredibly beautiful inside and out. if you ever need someone who cares i do.
Maybe you shouldn’t post your cuts, or at least post a trigger warning.
For those of us trying to stop cutting, seeing someone’s cuts can be triggering.
I am sorry for all you’re going through, I’m not trying to sound insensitive.
Thank you. I wish there were more people like you guys. Really, it means a lot to hear that somebody cares. I am sorry that it’s triggering and I didn’t have tht going through my mind. I’m sorry if it triggered anyone.
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A sad situation,,,, that you were bullied to the point where you felt you needed to cut like that.
It makes me ask the question where I would be today had I not had a different way to handle my bullying.
I was bullied for a couple of years way back when I was in school. I know how bad it can make someone feel.
How old are you if I might ask?
From what I understand, it has something to do with what your best friend has said about you due to a misunderstanding with her unfaithful boyfriend?
I really wish you would just ignore her trolling, she must be really insecure to turn on you like this, not to mention a horrible friend!
I’m a freshmen in high school. That is true RogueLonesome, but she did not make up the rumors. Her boyfriend did, at a different school that reached my high school, and he had gave out my number to many people so they could call and text. I have other bullying issues not just from that situation though…
Thank you though, to the both of you.
Ahh, I see. And obviously she was inclined to believe this guy over you? What other situations have you been through that have caused you to self harm? If you don’t mind me asking.
I don’t mind at all… People judging me for my looks of course, music that I listen to, my whole “scene” look or whatever that I tend to put off. People also found out about my mom being on drugs and getting kicked out of her house having no place to live for awhile and judged me for that as well. The fact I cannot legally be alone with my mom because of the fact that she is under the influence of strong drugs such as, meth, crack/coke, and whatever else I haven’t found in her stashes of everything. And of my choice for liking both genders, I come off ratchet to others because of this.
….. Your pain angers me. Everyone’s pain angers me. I hate when other people feel my pain. I’m a little older now. I’m pass High School. When I was in High School I could hardly defend myself. Defend myself against my own demons.
I would love to go to your High School and take care of your problem. I’d take them all on and I think a lot of other people here would agree with that as well. Maybe we can’t take care of our own issues but… it’s easier when it’s others.
I always try to tell other people that no matter what anyone says to you thats derogatory and ignorant, you just remember that you are human like everyone else and your age, hobby, sexual preference, interests, and anything else doesn’t change that you are EQUAL to everyone else in your school. No one is above you. NOBODY.
For the sake of being politically correct, let’s just say that these other people are afraid of anything “different” to what they are used to seeing. Society has screwed up definition of “normal” so to hell with what anyone else thinks! Like I said on your picture, you are very pretty. I can tell by the way you write that you are also beautiful on the inside.
I know what it’s like to have a drug problem within the family, I mean almost my whole family are addicted to one thing or the other, yet I refuse to follow suit. I’m sorry you have to go through this all and not have someone there for you? Your sexual preferences should be no ones business but your own.
people who judge piss me off! like where so they get the rights to judge others especially when it comes to something we can’t control, such as your mom’s drug problem. i know how that tells to my mom burnt down her house a few years back cause she was making meth with her boyfriend. unfortunately i can’t relate to the bullying situation, I’ve always been hard headed and refuse to let others get to me. i have been bullied but over the years i have met people who ive come to care for and they have come to care for me and i make it my priority to worry about them then little judgmental nobody’s. if i was able to tho i would totally kick someone’s butt over you. you seem like a very kind caring and smart individual, and not to mention incredibly beautiful inside and out. if you ever need someone who cares i do.
Maybe you shouldn’t post your cuts, or at least post a trigger warning.
For those of us trying to stop cutting, seeing someone’s cuts can be triggering.
I am sorry for all you’re going through, I’m not trying to sound insensitive.
Thank you. I wish there were more people like you guys. Really, it means a lot to hear that somebody cares. I am sorry that it’s triggering and I didn’t have tht going through my mind. I’m sorry if it triggered anyone.