cut myself again today..purposely over the scar and the feeling of the blade going through my skin, see all that blood flow…. it was pretty amazing! the pain was such a sudden rush for me! definitely made me feel better than not cutting
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Really sorry about your cutting. If it’s anything like my experiences then you must not want to stop cutting. or you might want to but find it hard to do. If you ever figure it out you should post it on here, a lot of people would love to know the answer to that question. Careful when you cut though, be safe and don’t cut major areas that may do more damage than you think. People do care so don’t hurt yourself too much.
I know what you mean. I have done that many times. I used to be addicted to cutting, buy now I’m just simply addicted to seeing the blood run. It may seem “gross” or “disgusting”, but I don’t know… I like it.
@4getmenotlorelei – to be honest it’s neither..i have full control over my desire to cut or not to.. I cut to simply to gain some release over these negative emotions inside me! it’s a release more than anything.
@krys- I don’t think it’s “gross” or “disgusting”. the blood run, the trail, how much oozed out.. I think its cool and definitely like it
Someone… Who understands… Finally.