I have good reasons.
I was physically and sexually abused growing up. I finally said something at age 14 took the guy to court and with 12 other convictions he got away with it. My grandmother disowned me. It was her husband. Last year I attempted suicide after my husband decided he didn’t want me anymore. Apparently 60 ambien 120 xanax and 20 sleeping pills OTC are not enough. Got sent to the Looney bin for 3 days. Oh what a joy. He still didn’t want me. I got sent to live with my mother who’s schizophrenic and my father who is bipolar. 3months of mental abuse and unable to leave the house. Well he took me back. Moved again had a year of being in the ICU from some blood issue. Now, we are about to lose the place we live. No money to eat. Also, me lying about my health to get into the military isn’t enough. In short, my reasons there. He still doesnt want me. I have nothing and no one else.So, anyone know a way out? Yes, I know I’m stupid.
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You’re not stupid… Just remember, there’s always a new beginning. It could possibly get better… Don’t worry
My life shares some parts of your story, so I know at least part of how you feel.
You went through horrors……. and yet lived.
I cant even begin to imagine how you coped with this all so far.
But I’ll say this,,,,, you know you are strong to make it this far.
Maybe you want to drop me an email….. we have some things to chat about;
FLWaterguy99 (at) gmail (dot) c o m.