I always laugh…

I notice other people talking shit about me, but I always laugh

I realize other people lying at me, but I always laugh

I hear other people telling me that they don’t like me anymore, but I still always laugh

I starve myself because I’m not thin enough, but I always laugh

I put my eye- Makeup on because I’m not pretty enough, but I always laugh

I cut myself because I don’t feel enough, but I still always laugh

I’m writing you letters that no one will ever read, but I always laugh

You were my first real love and you will stay my last, but I always laugh

You said that you want to Forget me, but I still always laugh

And now I’m right here. Without you. But I still always laugh because you’re happy and you deserve to be happy, even if it’s without me now.