If it happens because it must, are you referring to fate?
Sometimes I get things that I want… and I realize the grass wasn’t greener on the other side. Then it’s often too late to get back what I had. Murphy’s Law, I guess.
Hey doc. Not so much faith… Ah i broke up with my girl a few hours ago. I wanted it, cause the relationship drove me insane but now… I dunno, mabye its for the best and I need time to process it
Hey Procel…you are not only handsome…but smart…but I’ve told you that before.
If I’ve learned nothing else….anything that seems like a failure is a lesson and a blessing in disguise.
I hope you do take it easy on yourself. Afterall you have nothing to prove to anyone…but yourself. I already think you are perfect…for what my opinion is worth. 😀
Hey Procel… Ama does raise a good point… I’ve had plenty of failures (lemons) that later turned into life’s lessons (lemonade). At the same time, it doesn’t make it easier during the interim. There was one particular girlfriend I broke up with… and I knew it was the right thing to do… but I went back and forth on it. There were certain things about her that I missed… and, because of them, I wondered if I could have lived with the things that strained our relationship. Ultimately, life went on, the memories faded, and I met someone else. I’m sure the same will happen with you.
I can see your Light all the way across the ocean. You silly bugger. hahaha You were drinking quite heavily back then though eh? hahaha You posted several pictures…and you are indeed handsome. And beautiful as well. ewww Auntie Ama !!!
You know you are my favourite in a mother-son sorta way. Don’t tell GoodGirl. haha
It takes a strong Soul to stick it through this far with a crazy old hippie chick like moi.
Thank you for your unconditional Love over the last 2 years. There were times when it was all that got me through a day…or a moment.
I Love You and I still ask nosy questions
Auntie Ama
Don’t even think about it !! eek I suck at names. My children all changed their names. I can’t even come up with a good name for a plant…let alone a people. geez I mean…I did name my Amaryllis…Phyllis after all. Yup. Phyllis the Amaryllis. Oh shit. I told my Nan earlier that I had pollinated her and was gonna become the Amaryllis lady instead of the cat lady. She laughed so hard. Apparently it doesn’t take much to amuse a 97 year old. ha And now I have just realized something really obvious. “AMAryllis”
Maybe I’ll change my name too…to Amaryllis? hahahaha
Maybe I’ll change it to non-distant.DrPilgrms.road… That way, I can experience Ama’s wonderful name while still collecting tolls from Procel for using the (not so) distant road. I kinda like it. Let me go into my profile and make the changes. 🙂
I had to go to Google Images to see what an Amaryllis looked like… lol. Phyllis could be a good name for one, I guess. I mean, it’s more creative than calling it Amaryllis the Amaryllis. 🙂 I feel like I’m 97 sometimes… and, on those days, it doesn’t take much to amuse me…. so I think you’re right. 🙂
Here’s the strangest part DR. My older sister…one of my worst abusers…even today…is named Phyllis. ahahaha And Nan? She is so easily amused she thinks going shopping with me is FUN. hahaha
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If it happens because it must, are you referring to fate?
Sometimes I get things that I want… and I realize the grass wasn’t greener on the other side. Then it’s often too late to get back what I had. Murphy’s Law, I guess.
Hey doc. Not so much faith… Ah i broke up with my girl a few hours ago. I wanted it, cause the relationship drove me insane but now… I dunno, mabye its for the best and I need time to process it
Hey Procel…you are not only handsome…but smart…but I’ve told you that before.
If I’ve learned nothing else….anything that seems like a failure is a lesson and a blessing in disguise.
I hope you do take it easy on yourself. Afterall you have nothing to prove to anyone…but yourself. I already think you are perfect…for what my opinion is worth. 😀
Love ya
Ama
Hey Procel… Ama does raise a good point… I’ve had plenty of failures (lemons) that later turned into life’s lessons (lemonade). At the same time, it doesn’t make it easier during the interim. There was one particular girlfriend I broke up with… and I knew it was the right thing to do… but I went back and forth on it. There were certain things about her that I missed… and, because of them, I wondered if I could have lived with the things that strained our relationship. Ultimately, life went on, the memories faded, and I met someone else. I’m sure the same will happen with you.
@ama have u seen me? 😮 Its just… I can make anything work if i try enough…
@doc, i know im going to he exactly like that… Gves me hope that what I thought was a distant road has in deed been traveled. Couldn’t resist
LOL, Procel. Nice… One of these days, I’m going to put a toll booth on that distant road and you’ll need to pay for using it. 🙂
Ah feel free to put on that toal, ive a feeling itll take a while to reach it, seeing as its in the distance lmao
lol, Procel! NICE comeback… I gotta give you props for that one!
… and now I gotta change my name to non-distant.road so the toll isn’t so distant!
Yes my Dear,
I can see your Light all the way across the ocean. You silly bugger. hahaha You were drinking quite heavily back then though eh? hahaha You posted several pictures…and you are indeed handsome. And beautiful as well. ewww Auntie Ama !!!
You know you are my favourite in a mother-son sorta way. Don’t tell GoodGirl. haha
It takes a strong Soul to stick it through this far with a crazy old hippie chick like moi.
Thank you for your unconditional Love over the last 2 years. There were times when it was all that got me through a day…or a moment.
I Love You and I still ask nosy questions
Auntie Ama
Hey DR.
Are you taking suggestions for your new name? 😀 huh?
I vote for Dr. Pilgrim. Why? I have absolutely no idea why. haha
Love ya
Ama….ps…don’t worry I’ll tone out soon. Personal revelation is high energy work eh?
hey Ama…
Dr. Pilgrim? lol…. I even Googled that to see if anything came up. I’ll… um… consider it… I guess. lol.
You’re awesome, Ama… love ya, too.
@DR.
Don’t even think about it !! eek I suck at names. My children all changed their names. I can’t even come up with a good name for a plant…let alone a people. geez I mean…I did name my Amaryllis…Phyllis after all. Yup. Phyllis the Amaryllis. Oh shit. I told my Nan earlier that I had pollinated her and was gonna become the Amaryllis lady instead of the cat lady. She laughed so hard. Apparently it doesn’t take much to amuse a 97 year old. ha And now I have just realized something really obvious. “AMAryllis”
Maybe I’ll change my name too…to Amaryllis? hahahaha
Maybe I’ll change it to non-distant.DrPilgrms.road… That way, I can experience Ama’s wonderful name while still collecting tolls from Procel for using the (not so) distant road. I kinda like it. Let me go into my profile and make the changes. 🙂
I had to go to Google Images to see what an Amaryllis looked like… lol. Phyllis could be a good name for one, I guess. I mean, it’s more creative than calling it Amaryllis the Amaryllis. 🙂 I feel like I’m 97 sometimes… and, on those days, it doesn’t take much to amuse me…. so I think you’re right. 🙂
hahahahaha 😀
Here’s the strangest part DR. My older sister…one of my worst abusers…even today…is named Phyllis. ahahaha And Nan? She is so easily amused she thinks going shopping with me is FUN. hahaha
Ama… I’m sure going shopping with you –IS– fun!
So… um… When are we going shopping?? LOL
I HATE SHOPPING !!! hahaha
lol, Ama… 🙂
Sounds like you did the best thing for yourself. It’s probably not easy for you right now, but in the long run it will be the best for you.