I am so sorry Sarah…Sorry for draging you into my pathetic world. I just wanted it so bad. Wanted so much for it to be true and for a brief moment i thought it actually could be. Then reality came crashing in. It woke me from my fanstasy. The fanstasy that i could actually love someone. God i so wanted to be able to love. It felt so close. You seemed to say all the right things. All the things i so desparately wanted to hear and i choose to believe them even when reality was screaming at me not to. Unfortunately it just couldn’t last; fanstasies never do. Reality came bursting back in and now i see i was right all along….i am unable to love………..u didn’t deserve to be dragged into my failure and for that……………I’m Sorry Sarah…bye
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Things can get better. It just takes some time.
its ok, good bye.
wait you are the sarah hes talking about
i wish u all the best sarah because u deserve to be happy i will kept u in my thouhgts until i die….which will be soon i hope
dont die cuz of love
theres a bunch of fish out there
i still havent found the guy i am wating to be with.
thks for the thouht but its over for me i’m done. it took me forty yrs to even try and the pain i feel now is more than i can bare
i know but dont u want a family
theres someone out there for you it could have even been sarah u just have to work a little hard at it.
if u read my first 2 stories u would understand. its just not possible for me. sarah read them and i took a chance with her. i’m not sorry that i did she at least let feel what love could be like. i will always love her for that. i just can’t deal with the reality that comes with it. its all way to complicated and i’m not strong enuogh