in my city we have a high level bridge i planned to get drunk cause i don’t think i could jump off if i was sober. i had my friends with me and we sat underneath passing around the bottle. at the end of the night i was trying to save them from falling on their faces i had a chance to leave them there and climb up on the bridge and jump. but i couldn’t. instead i took half a bottle of clonazepams fell asleep listening to music dozed off and in my head im like, “this is it, finally”. i was feeling releived… i passed out and i woke up. and i failed i guess it wasnt enough… now today is a daze… my head is foggy. im feeling sad.
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I have had failed attempt too and it sucks. You get right on the edge and you think your a goner and your happy about it > then SHIT you wake up with a headache or something. Jumping off a bridge takes a lot of guts if you ever do that make sure its about 12 stories or higher. I met a guy who jumped off a 5 story building trying to end himself and he lived through it and oh my God you would not want to go through what he went through. He shattered his skull had 18 brain operations broke both his arms and his ribs etc… and I saw the guy 3 months after it happened and his head was like 2 times the size of a normal head because all the swelling and surgeries and he looked like he was in constant pain. That was awful. they say in order to make sure you die the height should be 12 stories or higher