I’m sorry that so many people out there are suffering. I’m suffering very much and have started a humble blog about it. I hope it is helpful somehow. . . .
its about what i went through… to give you a bit of a back ground… i grew up with a mom and a dad who were alcoholics… they split when i was young, and i had to live with my alcoholic mother along with my sister… and future half brother. now my mom was not a happy drunk… lets say that, and eventually got into drugs as well… thats when i tried to escape… only to get stuck in another mess…
if you are reading this still… please read the whole story on my site. it is my hope that i can help someone somewhere out there with their problems. i know if i had someone to help me it would have been alot easier… but guess what im still here (despite a suicide attempt).
no… if you are going through something in life that is making you hurt… ive gone through almost all of it… and im only 16. ive seen death, drugs, parents fighting, felt my heart break, had friends betray me, been suicidal, been homeless, tried to run away, had to move far away… in no particular order…
my site also has links to other sites that may be able to help you. so please… if your feeling upset read it… but read it right to the end. the last chapter is the most importiant one. and if your not upset, well then its still a good story.
feel like a orphan..with those not-glad-to have a daughter attutide of hers..she was never thre..except fr supporting me to be tortured in every way..egoistic, to show them i was good enugh to be adapted..nothing..the medals i got, no parents to receive..beaten to death..poison didnt kill me..sick all the time..but no hospital fr me..want to styudy..but no fees fr me..all i earn was to run home..raped for my virginity…revenge took me to love..but..love aint on my side..crazy pathtic me..ribs to smal to hold my heart n skull bursting out wth those traumas..i m 23..n i dunt know how long i have to stay here.. stupid god..made me why?..suffer for a reason?..my endurance..torn me inside out..nothing is left of me..i ask myself what is life..n i nvr want to be alive again..
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i would like you to read a story.
its about what i went through… to give you a bit of a back ground… i grew up with a mom and a dad who were alcoholics… they split when i was young, and i had to live with my alcoholic mother along with my sister… and future half brother. now my mom was not a happy drunk… lets say that, and eventually got into drugs as well… thats when i tried to escape… only to get stuck in another mess…
if you are reading this still… please read the whole story on my site. it is my hope that i can help someone somewhere out there with their problems. i know if i had someone to help me it would have been alot easier… but guess what im still here (despite a suicide attempt).
no… if you are going through something in life that is making you hurt… ive gone through almost all of it… and im only 16. ive seen death, drugs, parents fighting, felt my heart break, had friends betray me, been suicidal, been homeless, tried to run away, had to move far away… in no particular order…
my site also has links to other sites that may be able to help you. so please… if your feeling upset read it… but read it right to the end. the last chapter is the most importiant one. and if your not upset, well then its still a good story.
http://cadys-story.webs.com/
feel like a orphan..with those not-glad-to have a daughter attutide of hers..she was never thre..except fr supporting me to be tortured in every way..egoistic, to show them i was good enugh to be adapted..nothing..the medals i got, no parents to receive..beaten to death..poison didnt kill me..sick all the time..but no hospital fr me..want to styudy..but no fees fr me..all i earn was to run home..raped for my virginity…revenge took me to love..but..love aint on my side..crazy pathtic me..ribs to smal to hold my heart n skull bursting out wth those traumas..i m 23..n i dunt know how long i have to stay here.. stupid god..made me why?..suffer for a reason?..my endurance..torn me inside out..nothing is left of me..i ask myself what is life..n i nvr want to be alive again..