nobody would tell that i’m not okay..
i’m a good pretender.
they will see me smile, say i’m okay and laugh…
but if only they will look deeply in my eyes they’ll see i’m crying inside.
i don’t know how long will i live to pretend and fool myself to believe that everything is fine when it’s not?  i really wanted to  rest and end all these.
I feel so tired with life.
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My advise: Stop pretending to be happy. If you continue, people will find out eventually. And you’re just making it harder for yourself.
Talk to someone. A close friend or family member. Just say your actually not so happy and you need to talk. If your friend isn’t a complete douchebag (and why would you be friend than?), you will find acceptance. Even if they can’t do more than listening, it helps A LOT to know there’s someone you can talk to.
You will get better again. A down time won’t last forever. Time is a sine.