My first post, I hope you find the peace you are looking for as well. I’ve also been preparing and I expect I will be dead shortly. I simply can’t stand against human nature and the evil directed at me. The thing I am still debating is the most effective method that will preserve my organs while still giving me the quickest most painless death. I figure I can at least save a few lives. Though I really just want to jump off something since if it’s high enough it will be instant, but if I do that then most of my organs can’t be used. So I guess I’m at a crossroads do I do it quick and easy or go the more unselfish route and endure a little pain so a few people can at least be saved. I’ve wanted to die for a long time I just was never motivated enough to go through with it, that’s since changed.
Thank you. We seem to be in the same spot. I am finished preparing as well. Just waiting for that moment when I can’t take anymore suffering or just that moment when impulsiveness overcomes me. I long for peace….
I hope Jesus or God or something gives you the contentment and peace you’ve been yearning and may you live that way in the afterlife(?) as was promised in the Bible(?). (sincerely, not mocking you)
I don’t know what the core of your issues are, but is it the lack of love in your life? I know you’ve been seeking partners before and the loss of a particular one greatly affected you, but you’ve had luck in the past with attracting others and although they were incompatible with you it shows that you *do* have the ability to draw people towards you and with time and effort it seems inevitable that you’ll come across someone that can truly dedicate themselves to you. Regardless, om shanti
First, thank you for caring. Seriously. It makes me happier to see you do have good. I am used to the mean in you, but this shows me that you aren’t really like that.
Because you care, I will say you are to be admired as a good person.
For me,,,,, yes, to answer your question. And the stress of it all, ongoing and recently got worse, and to be honest, I have lost hope for many reasons.
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How do you plan to prepare?
Planned it all out, how and why, and made peace with doing it, and also setting things up (as in donating my goods to a charity).
Thats all that is needed in my case.
My first post, I hope you find the peace you are looking for as well. I’ve also been preparing and I expect I will be dead shortly. I simply can’t stand against human nature and the evil directed at me. The thing I am still debating is the most effective method that will preserve my organs while still giving me the quickest most painless death. I figure I can at least save a few lives. Though I really just want to jump off something since if it’s high enough it will be instant, but if I do that then most of my organs can’t be used. So I guess I’m at a crossroads do I do it quick and easy or go the more unselfish route and endure a little pain so a few people can at least be saved. I’ve wanted to die for a long time I just was never motivated enough to go through with it, that’s since changed.
I hope you find peace
Thank you. I do hope the same for you.
Thank you. We seem to be in the same spot. I am finished preparing as well. Just waiting for that moment when I can’t take anymore suffering or just that moment when impulsiveness overcomes me. I long for peace….
I hope Jesus or God or something gives you the contentment and peace you’ve been yearning and may you live that way in the afterlife(?) as was promised in the Bible(?). (sincerely, not mocking you)
Thank you. I hope so too.
I will be here a little while more, if I can, but am now prepared to die.
I don’t know what the core of your issues are, but is it the lack of love in your life? I know you’ve been seeking partners before and the loss of a particular one greatly affected you, but you’ve had luck in the past with attracting others and although they were incompatible with you it shows that you *do* have the ability to draw people towards you and with time and effort it seems inevitable that you’ll come across someone that can truly dedicate themselves to you. Regardless, om shanti
First, thank you for caring. Seriously. It makes me happier to see you do have good. I am used to the mean in you, but this shows me that you aren’t really like that.
Because you care, I will say you are to be admired as a good person.
For me,,,,, yes, to answer your question. And the stress of it all, ongoing and recently got worse, and to be honest, I have lost hope for many reasons.
my comment went to moderation, darn T word 🙁
I noticed…. and did approve it, so it will show here.
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May your infinite soul find another life later that will contempt you <3 <3 <3 See you in another life maybe 🙂
Thank you. And I wish the best for you too, truly.
Ahh, that’s nice. Glad you two made peace with one another, that’s so good to see…: )