I never thought I’d be in this situation. I am hurting so bad all due to my greed. My debt has taken over and I have stolen from a friend. I am awaiting to hear if charges will be filed. I want to pay back and if I am in jail there will be no possibility of doing that. I have a loan for the majority but I can not go to jail. I will be dead before that happens. I am at fault have no one to talk to and even if I did I am not worthy of anyone. I am beyond tears and haven’t eaten in two days. I can not bear the wait…I will be alone all day this is the time. Everyone will be better off.
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no one will be better off.
they will forgive you
Have you talked to your friend? I guess that depends on the amount of money but you should really talk to him about that. Tell him you’re sorry and explain your situation. If he’s a true friend he will understand and try to help you.
About your dept; have you considered a financial advisor or a dept advisor? From what I know, all financial problems (at least on a private level) can be solved. Most people just don’t know how to deal with it correctly and need someone who is experienced in this subject.
And you should never say you’re worthless or not worthy of anyone. None will be better off just because you’re gone. They might just be sad.
No one here will judge you for dept or anything. We’re here to help. And there are also people in your life that are willing to help you.
I am just such a major screw up. My life has been insignificant and I can go a week with out one phone call or contact from so called friends. I know everyone is busy and now when they hear what I’ve done it’ll be months and wht stick around for months of nothingness. I need to do this but once again I’m chicken. But the life I have to look forward to is bleek and me as a burden.
it might be bleek there but u can make a new and start fresh some where else.
can u move and try to clean up your mess and forget about it at your new place