I never know what to do. People these days are so rude and its supposed to be ‘funny’? People can be so mean to you and you’re supposed to think its ‘funny’. I am sick today. Partly because i have been feeling down for quite a while. I have been playing a few games on my computer just to have some fun with my spare time. And then my ‘friend’ at school can see me playing games. So he tells people how i am ‘sick’ when i am actually sick and andy from my class tells me “This is big boy bobby. I heard u are sick so I would like to say…. Go get a god damn life”. this made my day :/ The other day at the train station andy comes up to me and says “hey, ive wanted to say this to you that ive always hated you”. I know its supposed to be a ‘joke’ but i found it quite depressing. I am usually quite happy and popular at school and ive never been mean to him or others but it made me really sad. The quote “treat people the way you want to be treated” keeps ringing in my head and i keep thinking about how untrue that is.I try my best to make people happy but people still continue to treat me horribly. Yesterday i was on the train home and as the doors were opening at a stop this woman says to me “hey,are you getting out or whats the story here?!” I was standing near the door and there was so much room to get out and she chose to shat on my day which was already shizen (sorry for the language). Once i get out of the way for this woman she says “thanks” extremely sarcastically. As a side note she wasnt disabled or anything and didnt need to get out in a particular way. Im not sure if its me or the world. So i say on group chat how andy is being a jerk and saying i should get a life and then someone says “Yea (my name) get a life!” She meant it in a sarcastic and humorous way but it made it worse. Whenever people are sad i always give them advice and comfort them but people dont do the same. Most people live for themselves, i now realise. So i wrote this. And know i dont know what to do. My family says i sigh a lot and that i shouldnt, and i think about death a lot too. I try not to but i am always sad. I used to be happy…
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It’s like the Ray Rice thing. His wife sees it as a dark moment in their relationship as anyone else would if they truly loved someone. But when she defends him publicly, everyone assumes that she must be crazy and simply acting out of fear. Like what the fuck? I look at it personally, if I was knocked flat on my ass by someone I truly loved, I would react the same way. Dark time in our relationship – move the fuck on with my life! I agree with you is the point I’m trying to make. People are becoming socially retarded, and it’s showing.
Yes there are a share of mean people in the world. For me it was especially when I was young and in my teens and early 20’s. Young people can be very mean with what they say to each other and not realize the damage they can do to people. Like recently this cyberbullying. But I will tell you it gets easier down the line. most people when they get older learn to be more polite and cosiderate. at least that is how it has been for me. I got bullied in highschool but now I am in my 40’s and I have not had a problem with anybody in a long long time. You have to learn to get thick skinned which means to not let the rude words of other people bother you. Just dont let it bothter you and find positive people to be around